Today is my day off work since tutoring is now over for a school I have been working at. I was so excited yesterday that I would have time to do things today, however, I haven't felt motivated to do anything today.
It started when I was looking for a job. I work in retail right now, but I would like a career rather than just a job. I have been sending out resumes since I graduated from college in December 2008 with no luck. I should have never started my day looking for work because it always makes me upset and discouraged. I spend hours looking and writing cover letters for what it seems like nothing in return for the effort that I put forth. Sometimes I wish it was the employer that had to try hard to find employees and not the other way around.
The day is almost over and I still need to clean up the kitchen from yesterday's baking adventure, I need to start the laundry and clean up the bedroom, I need to make dinner, and I need to clean off the table so that my husband and I can eat dinner. All of this needs to be done by 9:30 pm, and let me tell you how much I don't want to do any of it. I kind of just want to go back to bed because I have been so sleepy all day even though I was able to sleep in today until 11 am. I don't understand where all my energy went.
Have any of you ever had this problem either not having the want to do something or maybe you are having a hard time finding a career? If so I would love to hear about it. I like to hear others talk about similar problems. It makes me feel like I am not alone.
posted @ Thursday, February 25, 2010 7:28 PM