Today was the third weigh in for the month. Surprisingly I was able to lose 2 lbs even though I ate horribly and didn't complete all of my exercise. I wasn't able to meet the weight goal for this weigh in however. I was supposed to be at 143.8 lbs but I weighed in at 145.2 lbs. This week I am going to work my butt off so that I can lose enough to make my weight goal for the month -- 142.0 lbs.
Most of the reason for my failure (as in, I didn't eat well or exercise) has to do with all the stress that I am under. I just want to crawl into bed until everything goes away. I was offered two positions with two different companies and I was supposed to choose which one I wanted by 3:00pm yesterday. Both have their pros and cons but the biggest issue was whether or not I wanted to come home every night or be away for five days and nights and have two days off.
Well, I didn't have to make the decision yesterday because neither job called like they said they would so now I have to go through this again. I just want this to be over. I still don't know which job to take and I wish that one of the jobs would just make the decision for me. I wish one would just present me with something that I wouldn't be able to turn down.
If anyone would like to offer me some input here is the site for the youth counselor position : http://www.eckerd.org/WorkforEYA/ycpositions.html and the other is a bartending position that is located seconds from the house, will give me 40hrs a week, no benefits and offered to promote me to management after 6-9 months if I can prove myself.
Help me?
posted @ Friday, March 26, 2010 12:39 PM