August 2010 Blog Posts

Yesterday was a really good day for me! I ate three meals and kept my snacking down at night (which is when I used to do all my seriously naughty snacking) I hiked the desoto multi-purpose trail with my husband and Riley  (my german shepard chow lab muttziod) for over an hour. It was actually really fun because my husband was joking around the whole time and Riley was so excited that we got to go for a long walk that she crashed out and took a nap as soon as we got home. hahaha It was a good feeling to...

I never realized how long I go without eating a real meal. I didn't notice before today that I was only eating one meal a day and somedays I don't eat a meal at all I just snack all day. A protien shake here, a nutrition bar there, some chips here, a peice of cheese there, and then I drink ALOT of water. Which brings up the question... If I'm not eating meals everyday how the heck am I still 227 LB? I guess my body thinks it's going through the holocaust and is storing every calorie I eat as fat so I don't starve to death....

A few weeks ago my dog of 15 years died. Then last week my mom got sick and was taken to the ER, The doctors there couldn't figure out what was wrong with her so like jerks they sent her home... she got worse so my dad took her to the VA Hospital in little rock on Friday. They are keeping her there until probably wen. because they believe she may have been having Mini strokes for months now. Needless to say as a stress eater I have been doing my fair share of munching.... I need to stop but I can't...