so last night, I messed up badly! I went out with my sister and i ran into this person who i can't stand! She likes to make me feel bad about myself,....I have NO CLUE why!!! She just does. Well I got so angry and temporarily quit caring. I had a slice of pizza after I had already filled up my calories for the day. 
Afterwards I felt so terrible! I was angry with myself for giving in and letting someone intimidate me to the point where I didn't care.
I've been doing pretty well so far, so I really disappointed myself last night. *sigh*
I am going to go to the gym today and really break a sweat. I've got to try harder. I made myself a motivational playlist on my iPod with songs that make me feel good about myself. I'm gonna listen to it while I work out. I'm excited! 
I'm trying not to kick myself for the slip up yesterday, I know it was wrong, and I know the reason why I did it. It was a silly reason, but I'm aware of it, so in the future, I'll know how to handle it.
MOVING FORWARD!!! gave myself a few minutes to wallow in this, now time to start kicking butt!!!! 
LET'S DO THIS!!!
posted @ Sunday, March 07, 2010 11:11 AM